I am F's brother

It's funny how my eyes were first drawn to who wrote the post rather than the title...i thought she was back...i knew she couldnt be but for that split second lol..i hoped. I havent posted on the F memorial section yet, because everyone knew her so much more than i did, felt i wasnt as justified having only known her for two months. She was such a funky girl, a breath of fresh air in this online community filled w male "bitches" as we sometimes called u guys Fivo thanks for that glimpse into her private self..a purple diary under her desk, fantastically girly i know we would have had a blast had we met and gone out for a good ole boogy. Awww man shes probably pissing herself laughin sayin "stop bubblin you silly cow" but i cant. as the others have said, tears just seem to come when i read all this...i find myself being drawn to read her past posts and its so bitter sweet. Theres a song called "my immortal" by evanescence that is really melancholy but so beautiful, makes me think of her when i hear it. Its amazing how well you can get to know someone just by chatting to them online, they reveal so much about themselves and ive come to know more about her through u guys and talking to A about her. Would have been nice to chat to her on msn as you all did. Ah well, we've all been lucky to know her and shes lucky to have such a following of m8s who remeber her in such technicolour memories, ur all a tribut to her guys. Fivo we all appreciate you taking the time to join us on the forum man, a brother sister bond is a very special one, very hard to break...im sure it hasnt been broken even after all this. Stay strong and love to everyone

remebering you F u lovely gun toting babe ...theres a new star in the sky to look up to [smiley=estrella.gif]

Love Bansh/_S or Kat xx

well at first when i saw that i thought someone was taking the piss and didnt know what to think but when i read it it was F's brother. I just want to say Hi mate and that i feel for you and your loss, i cant imagine loosing someone that close to me so iwont give you all the i know how you feel crap just that if u need someone to talk to we are all here and are willing to lend an ear as the case maybe. we all knew F and its a great loss that she is no longer here. ill admit i miss her greatly even tho ive been in the clan for such a short time. i really cant think of anything else to say so ill just leave it at that

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Posted: 18 Oct 2003 06:29 Post subject: Re: I am F's brother

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fivo

Many Thanks for letting us know the score ,i wont spoil all the great things that have already been said except to add that you and your family are in my thoughts.

R.I.P ALEX YOU CRAZY GIRL

p.s Drop in and play with us anytime

L

Just to let you know it isn't northen cemetery in Manchester its Southern cemetery in Manchester