To Alex the one I loved

I knew Alex from when she was crazygirl_uk she used to come in our server and play a lot and I played with her in FcUK aswell. When she joined FcUK I was happy for her cos I knew she wanted to join a clan and knew you guys would look after her well. I remember the first night I spent talking to her on MSN it was shortly after she joined FcUK and she asked to add me to msn and we ended up talking all night into the early hours of the morning. Alex was an insomniac and never really slept very well and had a lot of trouble getting to sleep. So i found myself spending many nights staying up talking to her until I could barely keep my eyes open and the birds had started singing outside my window.

We used to talk about all sorts of things from games, music, relationships, family, friends, school and Uni, and she had so many things she wanted to do and so many plans for life. She was so very much looking forward to going to Aberystwyth University in Wales to study Drama. She told me about her plans for Uni and that she wanted to finish her degree and get a job teaching drama to others.

Alex was very good friends with both myself and A and through my relationship with her I have become better friends with A and for that I thank her. I know how much she loved being in FcUK and how much she cared for many of you guys. She was a very good player and i saw her improve over time while playing with you guys. She would often come onto our server late at night when all you light weights had gone to bed and would play with us until we all left. The number of times i got Killed by her was always a pleasant suprise.

I spoke to Alex on several occassions on the phone and she was very well spoken and had a very lovely voice with a slight Manchester accent. This was unfortunatley the closest I ever got to meeting her despite arranging to meet one time but her friend wouldn't give her a lift after he had promised to. He said he was worried about her meeting some stranger from the internet and to be honest I cant blame him for that at least he had her best interests at heart. I was also due to meet her after her first week of Uni and it was all arranged but she never made it there. The accident was while on the way to Uni in Wales. So fate had decided for me. I know that had I met Alex we would have got on very well and our friendship would have strengthened and this would have been great but also would have made this grief more terrible.

I will miss her very much. I hope she can rest well and get all the sleep she needs now. If you are watching us down here Alex know that our hearts are with you and we will never forget you. You meant a great deal to me and my heart is aching at the loss.

All my love and sorrow,

Slart.

I had the pleasure of chatting to F when her and Slart became good friends, we had many a girly gossip on msn, and we chatted about men (as us women do) and about life, and what she wanted from it. She was so full of enthusiasm for life and was such a joy to chat too, and when we played RvS together we invariably used to own all you men on there which gave us great pleasure... ;D
When i found out the terrible news i was shocked and devastated. This world is such an unfair place that someone with such love of life should not be allowed to carry on living it.
All i can say is that those of us that knew her will never forget her, so she will never really die, cos the memory of her will always live on through us...
Rest Well Girl
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

BAD KittyKat

I just want to add that my heart goes out to you all.

I didn't know F too well except for the odd battle of the FcUK server. She always gave as good as she got in words and in bullets.

God Bless her and may she rest in peace. Sincere condolences to all who knew her.

Duta L3st3r

I really dont know what to say, she was a good laugh on msn and in game, wicked sence of humor and clearly very intelliigent...a loss to the world for sure


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